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Friday, May 17, 2019

felt depressed, might delete later idk

Some things I miss:
 
I miss having time to read.

I miss helping people.

I miss working with children.

I miss my friend Maggie.

I miss my best friend.

I miss the times before certain people betrayed my trust.

I miss the times before certain people manipulated me.

I miss the times before certain people got in the way of some of my relationships.

I miss how things were before people evolve and change.

I miss being a light.

I miss good times before things got messed up.



Most of all...

I miss places I've never been.

I miss people I've never met.

I miss spending time with God.



Amaris

Disclaimer: These things are not directed toward anyone or anything specific. I'm just speaking generally cause I was a lil depressed today; that's all. I'm ok.

8 comments:

  1. Aww, Amaris! I've felt this way too so many times, I know it hurts, and I'm sorry that you're going through this. Hang in there, you are strong, and you will get through this sad time. If you ever need to talk, I'm here. Praying for you, friend.<3

    weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.
    -Psalm 30:5

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  2. Amaris girl! Thank you for being honest. Feeling depressed is no joke. But I hope you know life lies deeper than feelings; you got this girl. I mean it. And God always has your back x (and btw just bc you're sad doesn't mean you're not a light πŸ’› you ARE!)

    Xx

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  3. We all go through times of loneliness. Posting about it and venting your feelings is a good way to get out of whatever standstill you’re at in life right now.

    I hope you get better 🌸🌼🌻

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  4. I understand what it is like to feel this way. This poem expresses my feelings on certain days. I hope that you will be able to experience a silver lining this week.

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  5. It's saddening when people all around us let us down... but when they do, I work on reminding myself that God will never let me down. Ever. He will always be there for me, even when I haven't been there for Him. He's a good Father.

    God is there for you, Amaris. Hope you feel better today. <3 :)

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  6. Aw Amaris. This is so relatable. And so hard to go through. Hang in there.

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  7. Sorry you're having a rough time.
    I hope things are looking better now. :)

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  8. you're not alone. I understand. ❤️

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