Saturday, August 20, 2016

The Circle // Ted Dekker // Review

 So, I'm pretty new on Goodreads, and one of my recent reviews was on The Circle Series by Ted Dekker. I shared it with my best friend, and she suggested that I share it on my blog, so that my other blog-reading-friends could hear my opinions. :) So, being the kind of person who takes people up on their good advice, I have henceforth posted the review here. Also, if you would like to follow me on Goodreads, I am now ON IT. 
Which reminds me: I have a couple of different names throughout the internet. Sometimes it's Amaris, sometimes it's Phoebe, sometimes it will be Amy. I'm just letting you know, it's all ME. 
Now that THAT'S cleared up, onto the review!


It's actually WAY thicker than it looks here. :P


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*takes deep breath* FINALLY. I AM FINALLY FINISHED WITH THIS SERIES. It took me forever. I got this huge book with all four books in it for Christmas, and I just now finished it.
It would be absolutely impossible to share all of my opinions on the series as a whole. I'm just going to give the highlights. It's the kind of book that should be read by people. I feel like the book has a lot to say for itself in spite of a few things that I didn't like about it.

First, I feel like this series would be better/more enjoyable if it WASN'T a series. I mean, who wants to read a book for 5 months straight? I got other books I want to read, too! It's not like I can STOP reading this book for awhile and go on to read something else, and then come back to it, because if I do that, I will completely forget what's going on, and who is where doing WHAT. It's that kind of book. You really need to stay with it, or else it won't make sense every time you randomly pick it up. I wish maybe it could be shaved down into ONE, really good, fantastic book. I would buy that.

Secondly, It's kind of hard for me to talk about characters and events, because it would be very easy to spoil it if I did. I do have my list of favorites, however. I loved Thomas. He's the main character (no spoiler there!), and he is SPECIAL. I mean, really. He's a hero, he's a naive kid from Denver, he's a man, he's a world-changer, he's a dreamer. No bullet can stop him (literally). No sword. I love the way he handles just about every situation. He knows where the love is. He's loyal. If I met someone like that in real life, he would be my hero, the one I admire, and I just might marry him! I loved watching him grow up, from his first adventure in Denver as a trouble-making teenager, to the End of the World in the last chapter, as a mighty warrior who fights for good. Yes, good job with the main character.

Third, I can't help but mention that there were TIMES. Times in this book, where there was weirdness. The good thing about this is, the whole book was NOT like that. There were just parts. Parts in the evil queen's lair, parts when Thomas was transitioning into his dreams, parts where a character sells himself to evil, parts where I wondered what in the world I was reading this for. But the thing is, those parts always ended. And they weren't TERRIBLE. They added to the story. And if you think about it in terms of real-life, those parts were absolutely, terribly real.

Fourthly, I must mention the extraordinarily written endings. The ending of Black (Number One) was AMAZING. I can't imagine what it must have been like for people to read the ending of that book and have to WAIT for the next book to come out. It must have been absolute MURDER for them! Black literally ended with a riveting scene cut off right in the middle. I seriously jumped straight into Red (Number Two) because I KNOW that I would not have been able to wait to see how it turned out. It was THAT good.
However.
I really must mention the end of the entire SERIES.
It.
Was.
Amazing.
Also sad. But using a word as common and trivial as "sad" seems a tremendous understatement to say the least. The end of this book was literally the end of the world. Where the faithful member's of Elyon's Circle are finally taken up into eternal Paradise, and those left behind are literally devoured by the remnants of Evil. There is a battle. It seems Evil will WIN. But does evil win in the end? No, dear friend, it does NOT. This book, the entire thing, from the beginning of time when man turns away in disobedience, to the middle where Elyon's faithful few are beginning to doubt His very existence, to the very, VERY end, when Evil is conquered in a great and terrible battle Once and For All. It's a picture of our own earth. We, as Christians, are His Circle. His faithful few.
There will be deception, there will be tragedy, there will be doubt, there will be deception. But we must never doubt! Never doubt His promise, dear friend!
Ahem.
Are you seeing what this series did to me?!
Anyways, let me get back to the ending! Not only was it a terrible and beautiful picture of the ending of the world, it was A WONDERFUL ENDING FOR A BOOK, just in general terms! It was written well. There are shocking deaths, devastating betrayals, and hope given for the very last chance to dive deep.

At the back of my version, there is a couple of pages of an interview written with Ted Dekker, in which he explains his reason behind the idea of the characters Diving into Elyon's Lake to let themselves be washed and renewed by His goodness.
I quote:

"I was once in a time of meditation and I imagined God as a lake. And I knew immediately that I had to write a novel in which one could dive into God as if He were a physical reality. To do so I had to write a story in which all that we see as spiritual was recast as physical. The colored forest was born. As was the forbidden circle and the lake. I then took the idea further and imagined retelling all of redemptive history within the context of this world."

The best thing about his representation of God's "redemptive history" in the story is that, it's not done in a boring or cliched manner. It is done so that you are so engrossed into the lives of the characters, so taken in by his storytelling of the events and situations in the book, that you can hardly tell that you are reading that 'retelling of history', as he describes, yet in the end, you are touched in an emotional way because of what you read about love, and the Blood.
It is not boring. I have read books where they add scriptural parallels within their story to exemplify points in there story, to give it a redeeming quality. Those books are well intentioned, but I find they are often cliched, boring, and even disappointing. Write your own story! If I want to read about the Bible, I'll read my ACTUAL Bible. I'm not saying I don't I like it when a person gets saved in a book, I'm saying that it's easy to just copy God's redemptive story, write it into your book, giving it a couple of twists and turns to 'refashion' it and 'move' non Christians.
I'm saying that you COULD do that, but it must be done WELL. I must NOT feel, as a reader, that I am being preached to. I open your book to read a story.
Give me a story, not a sermon!
Ted Dekker does his story VERY. WELL. When I read his book, I embraced the pure and simple truth displayed as Elyon loves his people, and I did NOT feel preached to. I felt connected to God's love in a real and personal way. I did not feel like Dekker thrust the gospel onto me.
I felt... well, I felt like I was reading one of the greatest books ever written.

Overall, I still have a huge wealth of mixed feelings on how I feel about this series. I guess I would have to divide it into parts. There were some parts that were my FAVORITE of all books that I've ever read. Then there were OTHER PARTS when I questioned why I even picked up the book to read it in the first place. It was like that the entire way through the book. In my head, constantly: "I hate this book... wow, I LOVE this book... Why am I even reading this?... Wow this is SO GOOD... I don't have time for this book, I have better things I could be doing... Wow I'm really glad I got this book for Christmas... and etc.! On and on and on.

But you know, I think it's the kind of book that SHOULD be read by people. It's a beautiful picture of Christ's love for His bride, and the Fall of Man, and the importance of the Blood, but without the preaching, and as much adventure and thrill as you can wrap your head around. The book is really a big mouthful to chew on, but I think that people ought to give it a try, because it is a tremendously good book. Maybe even a GREAT one. 




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-Phoebe

Thursday, August 18, 2016

Quote {#3}

Here is the last day of the quote tag! Sorry I forgot to post this yesterday. XD


I really appreciate this quote. Sometimes I feel like people don't build each other up enough. Who knows, a person at your church, or your drama class, or your book club might look fine and dandy on the outside. After all, it's EASY to put on a face and pretend to be fine. 
But maybe on the inside, they really wish someone would care. Or take a moment to say, "How are you doing?!" 
Maybe it's a stranger at a store who just needs a smile.
We have this tremendous love on the inside of us, guys. We ought to share it. Even if we don't sit down with them and tell them all about God, we can at least show them we care, because God cares. So, as I wrap up my quotes, I'll challenge you (for some, it won't be a challenge) to say something nice for someone today. It doesn't matter who. You don't even have to SAY anything. Just smile at them. You never know how it might help them through their day. 
That is all for my quotes! Thanks for tagging me, Abbie! I'm not a huge quote person, but *holds head up high* I think I did JUST FINE. :) 


And today (the last day of the quotes!) I tag: Morgan LuAnn from The Day the Lord Has Made!!!
Thanks Abbie C. for tagging me! I had splendid fun sharing my favorite quotes. :)

Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Quote {#2}

Ok, here is the second quote of my three quotes:


I feel like it says almost the same thing as yesterday's quote. But, it still speaks to me on a personal level, because a lot of times I feel like people don't trust in God because "If God loves us/if I can Trust God, why is there so much pain/chaos/evil in the world? 
Seriously, do you think God sits back and lets the world go crazy just for His enjoyment? If so, what are you thinking?! 
In all my 47 years of being a theologian (eheh, just kidding), I have given a lot of thought to the answer of that question. And I have concluded this: If the world was happy and perfect and wonderful, why trust God? How are we supposed to grow in the Lord if we don't NEED Him? 
If the world was a perfect place, we would NOT need God. We wouldn't EVER come to know and trust Him as the perfect Creator of the universe. 
Pain is hard. 
Chaos is hard. 
The world is a hard place.
But I would rather go through a hard and cruel world while trusting in God, than a perfect world with no God at all. That's what this quote means to me.
-Phoebe

Today I tag: Maribeth from Formidable Courage!!!

Monday, August 15, 2016

Quote {#1}

Abbie C. over at Chronicles in Bloom has tagged me with the delightful 'Quote Tag'.
These are the rules:

1. Thank the person who tagged you: THANKS ABBIEEEE! *hugs Abbie*.
2. Nominate 3 new bloggers everyday: How 'bout if I just tag one blogger a day? I haven't been keeping up with all my favorite blogs lately (because I'm SICK), so I don't know who's done it and who hasn't.
3. Post a new quote every day for three consecutive days.

Ok! Here's my first quote!
Actually it kind of breaks the rules, because there's other stuff 'mixed in' with the quote that isn't exactly part of the quote... but yeah. Here you go.


My eyes teared up a little bit when I read this. Because... it's so true. 
Just because we are followers of Christ doesn't mean that we have it all together, that we never wonder what God is doing, that we never worry about how things may turn out. 

But what looks like a threaded mess to us, is actually a gorgeous and beautiful tapestry in the eyes of God, even though it might be awhile before we can see what it is He's doing. 
 God has your entire life all planned out, from your first breath to your last. Nothing that happens is going to be unexpected to Him. 
John 16:33 says (and this is Jesus talking to His disciples): " These things I have spoken to you, so that in Me you may have peace. In the world you have tribulation (see messy side of the embroidery), but take courage (flips to good side), I have overcome the world."
In short, we don't need to be worrying about anything. 
And that's what this quote spoke to me.

Alright! The person I tag for today is: Eva at Coffee, Classics, and Craziness!
See you tomorrow!

Tuesday, August 9, 2016

The Liebster Tag

Abbie C. at Chronicles in Bloom tagged me for this cute tag! How very nice! I do love tags.

So here we go.
Rules:

1. Link back to the person who tagged you (which I did... up there).
2. Answer the eleven questions.
3. Tag eleven bloggers, let them know you've done so.
4. Ask your tagged bloggers eleven questions.

Here are Abbie's questions.

1. Is there any story as to why you were given your name?
Why yes! You see, before I was born, my mom lost a baby. It was very hard. However, soon afterwards, she was reading in her Bible and she knew that God was telling her that she was going to have another baby, to replace the lost one.
Not long after that she got pregnant. She was reading in a baby name book, and the very first name she read meant "Promised of God". So she thought, "Well. If it's a girl, that's what I'll name her".
And it turned out to be me.



2. Are you a night owl or an early bird?
Actually, I'm mostly a night-owl. I could stay up all night to finish a project if I didn't have better sense. That isn't to say that I don't like mornings, because I do. I just don't get up early as often as I stay up late.

3. What is your favorite breakfast?
SECOND BREAKFAST.
No, just kidding.
I'm glad you asked this question. I am the type of person who does NOT like donuts, pancakes, waffles, or cereal for breakfast. It doesn't make any sense to start off my day with that much sugar. I would much rather prefer protein. Bacon, eggs, sausage, ham, and a biscuit, thank you!

4. How would you describe your style?
As in clothing style? Romantic, vintage, neutral colors, creams and pinks. Also, smoky-blue. No dark colors whatsoever. Type 2, if you're into the Dressing Your Truth stuff. If your talking personality-wise, I would be INFJ-A. Mysterious, tenderhearted, caring about people. Also introverted. "What's your style" is a very broad question, but it's fun to answer.

5. What is your dream occupation?
A labor and delivery nurse. Or just a nurse. Wherever God leads me. I would also like to write.



6. 3 Favorite boy names?
(of course these have changed and will continue to change through the years)
Thomas
Jerome
Philip

7. 3 Favorite girl names?

Celeste
Ellie
Monica

8. Where would you like to travel?
Hawaii. Switzerland. Perhaps Paris. Definitely the different States in America.

9. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Uhm... breakfast?



10. What song gives you the most feels and why?
Hmm. *ponders as I suddenly forget every song I've ever heard* Probably one of Owl City's songs. One of his that has touched me most recently has been Come Thou Fount. It's one of my favorite hymns, it just lifts me up every time. Though if I could give this one more thought, I would probably name several songs.

11. If you could learn to do one (creative) thing perfectly, what would it be?
I would love to learn to paint watercolors. I just think watercolor is completely beautiful, and someday I'm going to teach myself how to do it.

There you go! Those are my answers!


Here are the bloggers I am tagging. If any of you have already done this tag, you don't have to do it again unless you want to. :) I have not been reading up on blogs lately, so I don't really know which bloggers have done this tag, and which one's haven't. :P Also, I'm only posting  six bloggers, instead of eleven.

Morgan:
The Day the Lord has Made

Hayden:
A Singular and Whimsical Problem

Emily:
Forget-Me-Nots

Maribeth:
Formidable Courage

Ashley:
Inklings Press

Naomi:
Wonderland Creek

 Here are my questions! Anyone is welcome to answer in the comments or on your own blog. :) I'd love to know your answers.

1. Do you usually cry over the deaths or misfortunes of fictional characters in books and movies? Or are you "not a crier"?
2. Is there a popular TV show or a movie that you just CAN'T bring yourself to like, in spite of everyone's good opinions of it?
3. Do you have a garden? If so, what sort of things do you grow in it? Is it a vegetable or flower garden?
4. With the approach of oncoming Winter, do you find yourself excited for the change of season, or is your mindset closer to: " *sigh* Oh boy. Here it comes. Winter. AGAIN."?
5. What is the last book you read? How would you rate it out of five stars?
6. Do you collect anything? How many/much do you own?
7. If you could invite one (and ONLY ONE) fictional character to dinner, who would it be?
8. What book is nearest to you at this very moment?
9. Since Halloween is coming up soon, do you usually participate in the celebrations? If so, what did you dress up as last year?
10. How would you describe your fashion style?
11. Have you ever met a famous person? Who was it?

Thanks for stopping by!
-{Phoebe}

Friday, August 5, 2016

A Few Favorite Things in a Day

You know something? When was going through recovery after my tonsillectomy, I thought that having two whole weeks to have nothing to do would be a great time to catch up on some of the books that I have been neglecting to finish. Surprisingly, however, I didn't feel like reading. I felt like doing... nothing. So that's what I did.


So, I'm quite behind on my books. :P I am only now beginning to read books for the first time in maybe 4 weeks.
Trust me, friends. IT HURTS NOT HAVING TIME TO READ.
But anyways, I have been enjoying quite a few random things lately, being happy, staying positive, and all that. So here it is, just a small list of things that have been making me happy lately.

~A Few of My Favorite Things~
(as of late)

Call the Midwife
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Novelty make-up items
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Returning to my job after being sick
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Typewriters
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Seven unread (soon to be read) books on my shelf
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My (adult) coloring books
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Vintage jewelry
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Hebrews 11:6
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Clear, golden, late afternoon skies
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Benedict Cumberbatch
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French pastries (don't ask... :D)
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Reading all of your lovely blogs!
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There you go! What sort of things would you put on YOUR happy list? I hope you have a good day, and I got a couple tags to catch up within this next week, so until then, BYEE!!
-Phoebe
 
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