If you didn't' catch my last post, I have been digging through the old drafts of this blog.
It's been very interesting going through the old times, remembering what I was going through at the time. The below, unfinished post was written in 8/16/19.
That was just a few months before the pandemic arrived and changed the world as we know it, and my personal experience of the world, forever.
I had just gotten my job at Home Depot, I still drew sometimes (a hobby I want to get back into! I don't think I ever finished the space shuttle drawing below... part of my quest to tap into my old authentic self is to pursue the old hobbies that I always enjoyed), I still lived with my mom (thank god that has changed), and I hadn't met my future husband yet.
In fact I was just about to meet guy after guy that I pursued in my impatience to be in a relationship, all of which fell apart and burned to the ground in an epic dumpster fire that left me heartbroken... so heartbroken that I found myself in the arms of any old guy as soon after as I can. And so this process repeated until the end of 2020.
I actually found a post draft of my testimony, going into some of the above times in detail. My plan is to polish it up, modify it a bit, and eventually publish it, because the story of my time in 2020 and 2021 turned out to be a huge turning point for my life and my relationship with GOD, and the person I call myself today.
But more on that later - enjoy these few couple of photos from that time, until next post -
this Scripture //
"There is no peace," says my GOD, "for the wicked."
Isaiah 57 : 21
this big bottle of water from Fresh Thyme //
this quote //
"A mistake repeated more than once is a decision." -Paulo Coelho
all this greenery at my local auto service place //
this sunset reflection //
-Amaris ☆ //
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