I recently made the decision to stop posting my child's face on my social media profiles (including Facebook, Instagram, etc.)
I'm aware that there are a lot of people that I know that still do this. And honestly, that's fine. I do not judge them for that. Everyone has the right to decide what to do with their own social media accounts, AND their kids. But, the fact that I know so many moms and am friends online with so many mom's who do this, I didn't want to post my reasoning on those accounts because I know it will come off as some kind of virtue signaling, or just "look at me and my decisions, they are better than yours". I'm not trying to give that impression.
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So I figure, I'll post my reasonings on my blog, which hardly anyone reads, much less the people I'm online friends with on those platforms. I'm making it so that if someone wants to dig hard enough, they can and will see my reasons, and that's fine! If they never find this, that's fine too. I'm putting this out there in the world in case the right people do come across it. I'm not trying to say that everyone's values and views should be the same as my values and views. But, if you come across this post, I hope it will give you something to think about!
So with that out of the way...
I'm a fairly new mom. I have a two year old son, and if you caught my last post, you'll know I'm also pregnant with our second child (gender to be discovered!) When I first had my son, I was like any other new mom, posting the newborn hospital pictures on my feed, announcing my sweet baby's arrival, and the subsequent monthly updates.
I don't think I realized it fully at the time, but even back then I felt... weird about it. As long as I've had a social media, I think I've been like everyone else where I'm trying to pick the best and favorite edited photos in my camera roll to share the highlights that I want to share. I did this back in 2020 when I shared some of my makeup looks, and I've done it on the blog for years when I share some of my VSCO edited photos of my every day life.
Posting my child online, subconsciously made me to ask these questions when considering which ones to post -
Which of these photos does he look the cutest?
Which of these photos show my best vsco editing on him?
In which of these photos does he showcase the kind of child I want to be seen as raising?
Which of these photos is worthy to showcase the announcement that my son has finally entered the world? (out of the 75 of them I took, trying to get the "perfect photo" for my son's newborn announcement)
Maybe at this point you can start to see where my "ick" has come from at the beginning. Why would I think it's appropriate to have such an appearance mindset towards my baby son?
My son is barely alive. Barely born into this world, and by posting him online, I'm subjecting him to this type of scrutiny, even if only in myself, even without realizing it.
I recognize that not everyone will even have the same mindset about choosing photos of their children. Maybe no one is thinking anything remotely like those questions above.
But, as I grew my "mom knowledge", another huge reason to avoid posting my son started to make itself known.
Privacy, safety, and consent.
The internet has evolved so much since I was young. Predators are constantly finding new ways to be, well, predatory, online. I'm not going to cite my sources here, you can do as much as a google search to find out more about what I'm talking about. But nowadays, AI software is so advanced it can be used to change an innocent photo into something very realistic that can be used for evil. Even apart from AI usage, I have known people personally who was involved and trusted in church, but was actually a child predator. He would google pictures of little girls to use them for his fantasizing and f*etish behavior. Truly disgusting stuff. I would not be surprised if he used pictures on Facebook of friend's kids for the same thing.
And you know what, sure. Any predator online can do anything they want to any photo online, including of me! This isn't exclusive to children. I have to make my own decisions about my own face online based on that knowledge. But the fact that my child is a minor and is unable to consent to any of that, is where I draw the line.
My son does not have the ability to decide if he wants to subject his face to random online predators. He is two. It's my job as his mother to protect him in the ways that he can't protect himself.
If I'm out in public and someone is filming my child without my notice or knowledge, then there's nothing I can do about that, sadly. That person will receive their due payment for their behavior. But subjecting my son to predatory behavior and even just scrutiny online is something that I can control.
Some might believe that their children's pictures are "safe" just because they have their accounts private.
I thought that too, and to this day my accounts are still private (even thought all my son's photos are removed by this point).
The fact is, your child's pictures are simply NOT guaranteed safe within a specified group of people just because they are posted on a private account. Screenshots are a thing. And chances are, people you know (or think you know) aren't who you think they are. Remember the dude I knew personally that I mentioned above? He was involved and respected and trusted in the church. Perfect "private friend group" material (also don't worry, he's in jail now).
But I want to share child updates with my friends online! Great. Do that without pictures. You can type a post about your child's development and funny quirks without any pictures at all (on Facebook). Or better yet, if my friends want to keep themselves updated on my life and my kid's progress, they can come see me and my kids personally! That's what hanging out is for. That's what a village is for. That's what church fellowship is for.
This leads me to one last point about no longer sharing my child's face online - which is kind of a perk! I can't tell you how many mom friends I know who, as soon as they had kids, their social medias are just FULL of their kids. It's all about their kids. You go onto their profile, with their name on it, and I can't even find the person, cause it's allllll about their kids!
Again, this is fine, and whoever wants to do this, is totally fine. But I think a big part of "losing yourself" in motherhood is blending your life with your kids in ways that you don't really need to. Of course, becoming a mother completely changes your life. This is a wonderful thing, this is how it should be! But each individual mother in the world is still a person, and still themselves! Why not utilize YOUR social media, to showcase YOUR updates? And YOUR likes and dislikes? And YOUR hobbies? And YOUR favorite foods? And YOUR milestones? Your profile has YOUR name on it, after all!
Even if you're a mom, YOU ARE NOT YOUR KIDS!
We can be great mothers, but I also believe that our individuality is a priceless gift!
GOD made me, ME. He gave me children, and being their caregiver is part of who I am. But it's not ALL of who I am. Just like being a wife is not ALL of who I am.
I am me, a child of GOD, made in His image first and foremost.
After all, if people want to be update on my life, they can come to MY social media and be satisfied. Because it's my social media, and I'm an adult posting myself and/or other adults who consent to be a photo on my page.
At this point I've seen enough and heard enough online and otherwise in my personal experiences in life that this is the conviction I've come to have and therefore must follow through on it. Again, I recognize not everyone agrees or feels this way, and that's totally fine. But I hope that if you have found this post and read my thoughts, maybe it will help your thoughts on it too!
~ Amaris // ☆
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