to: everyone

to: the one who invalidated my feelings, gaslit me, and guilt-tripped me to control me

to: everyone who told me I'm too negative 

to: everyone who said I was not following GOD because my choices didn't make sense to them

to: the one who disrupted my transition into adulthood in every controlling way 

to: everyone who thought we were "going too far" physically before the time was right

to: everyone who told me they didn't believe my mother wouldn't support me and "that doesn't sound like her"

to: the one who told me my experience didn't matter because "it wasn't that bad, I was there"

to: the one who told me "I bet no one will want to come/no one would want to support you"

to: the one who told me that I wouldn't be a good wife (we'll see how that works when you're a wife and your husband wants x)

to: the one who told me I wouldn't be a good mom (when you're a mom you'll see/I hope you have a child who ends up exactly like you)

to: the one who trampled every boundary I had

to: everyone who said our timing was wrong; we were moving too fast, our engagement should be longer, we should have waited to get engaged

to: the one who said I was too codependent on my fiance

to: the one who doubted my husband's competence and ability to provide

to: the one who questioned my sense of morals because I had to stay at my fiance's parents house 

to: everyone who called me a wh*re when I had lost my way 

to: the one who told me "I should be ashamed of myself"

to: the one who compared me to other people's daughters 

to: the one who doubted my body's ability to birth my child

to: everyone who told me my husband would eventually disappointment in me

to: the one who said I had disappointed GOD by "giving away my first kiss" before I was married

to: everyone who reacted in stone cold silence when I announced I was engaged

to: the one who told me I'm "emotionally unstable"

......

You're wrong. 

You're all wrong.

You were wrong then. 

You're still wrong now. 

You'll forever and ever be wrong. 

This I know. 

And know, that I do not miss you

Believe me, I wish I had the someone to play your role in my life...

... But I do not miss you

From: Amaris